“Therefore, in order to keep from being conceited, I was given a thorn in my flesh, a messenger of Satan. to torment me. Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” 2 Corinthians 12: 7-9a
It is interesting that Paul does not share what his pain might be, but I have often wondered if it is something like debilitating arthritis because it is so chronic. Others, more educated than I, have wondered as well. He definitely got an answer to prayer, although it is not the answer he would have wished for.
Now I’m not worried about being conceited, but in other ways I really identify with this passage and I expect others may as well. It is actually comforting to me to realize that my pain is not something God is oblivious to but rather is there to keep my focus on God as the healer. It has never occurred to me to think that it is a tool of Satan but that would definitely be one of his tricks. However, for me, it keeps me in prayer as nothing else does, other than supplication about the needs of others.
I think Paul shares this personal struggle to help us to be accepting of the challenges we face rather than being resentful or frustrated. If this great disciple of God has to endure hardship so, should we if it comes our way. I will gladly limp if it reminds me to lean on God.